what a suck christmas eve

Today and tomorrow should be happy...

but not...

today was just sucks!

i hate it!

full of arguing...just i dont know what happened to my mum??

keep talking about bad thing of us....

so hard to understand what you thinking...

you should support me for everything what i going to do for my future...

not talked bout bad stuff...

you always said that we dont know how hardship you are...

but WE KNOW...just we cant endure what you tell us sometime...

and you dont understand us...

only money is in your eyes...

anything else??

we know you always stress about money...

but what i want is have a happy family...

not always full of arguing and stress...

how dissapointed =(

cry for two days..

no 1 understand what im thinking...

grandma~i really miss you now...

you are the only 1 know me well n cheer me up always..

everything will be alright if you are here...

but you're gone...how could you leave me alone at here...?