=((((((( !!!! i hate today

rain in the morning today...
feel so sleepy becoz i slp late last night...
when reach skul...
its still raining...n theres no perhimpunan...wohoo
but...im still tired...im standing there juz a while with my sis...
then my shoulder n backbone already pain==
why?????????
time to go back class...
walk n walk n walk...
n smone noisy like hell!!!
talk talk talk...dun wanna say out who is tat
== almost reach class...
u come up by another stair...
sooo.....(dunno hw to say)
i look at u awhile then looking back to infront...
coz no mood to say 'harloo' or smile...
dunno why...
mayb is my shoulder too pain or im too tired...
walk oso cacat==
then.........
u walk beside me n say me sombong!!
WTF!!! T___T
yala yala~i sombong la...
still nvm==
after u go in class...
stil gt another fucker come n say me bla bla bla
coz im too short to stand beside u...
feel like slap her although we are same gang!

after tat...go back to class
keep scold bad word today...
i din scold bad word for long time...
dunno y...just feel like wan scold ppl !!
haih...

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got friend said im chg...
yar~ i feel i gt chg too...
become more bad
smtime u all think im a gud girl or kind bla bla
actually~im nt! coz u all still truely noe me...
can say tat~ NO ONE TRUELY NOE ME
INCLUDING MY BEST FREN
all u noe is juz my external...
nt my real heart...
im nt tat gud like u all saying smtime...
i will proposely harm u anytime n i have i selfish heart...
soo...see truely wat kind of person am i only comfirm tat im gud or nt gud...
last!
i will think whether i have to giv up or nt...
coz i really decide to giv up...

U Make Me Crazy =C

we din chat together
have been so long time...
when reopen skul until nw...
we have nt officially talked....
i just remember last year...
we have talk so much no matter we in skul or on9?
mayb..=S
really miss it badly...
unfortunately...u wont noe it...
coz nobody will let u noe tat....
im feel jealous when u talk to them=(
although they are my best fren...
bt still...feel jealous of it...
when i saw u play or talk wif them so happily...
am i crazy??
yea! i admit it....hehe==
im selfish! i noe...
smtime u will treat me like transparent...
feel sad when u walk by n din even say 'harlo' or talk wif me...
HELP LA!! im crazy soon ...ohh god!

are u in love with another girl?
so u treat me like tat ='(
or u feel i hurt u be4??
confuse-ing!
i still dunno why u can attract me so easily==
aiyorrrrr>when alot of boy in a group playing or chatting...
i juz can saw u...
only you can stay in my eyes
stay in my mind....=S...
seriously....

But~ Can i just forget you?
i have try n try n try to make myself to forget you...
bt then....its still nt work...
mayb...im gonna giv up...
i cant keep stay in tis mood n very day keep thinking of stupid stuff...!
its nt worth to do tat...
1 month!....enough? mayb yes...or no...
i dunno...im still confuse whether i wan to giv up? or dun wan...
gt fren say dun give up....'mayb he gt the same feeling wif you'...
or ~~ 'mayb he juz hide it'...=S
aiya! dunno la..its impossible for nw...
i think i should giv up!!...
no matter wat...
i dun wanna hurt myself more into deep n more deep like last time
coz im too stupid....
so...giv up is better...mayb its a gud choice for me...
then~ i just wan to say

I LOVE YOU DARLING <3
truely~deeply loving you for long time...
just dun wan let you noe...

kay~im gonna slp nw...its already late ! 1.25am...n i still on9==
i stil gt skul tmr...so sleepy...bt suddely feel wan to spit all my feeling out..
i dream of you recently...XDXD
haha...see~crazy again...bt seriously~
i dream about u yesterd...
is it sot??
k la...
gud nite...swt dream...

其实~

其实有些朋友会觉得我一直单身什么的~
不是因为什么~
1）没好的对象
2）我不觉得现在这个年纪谈恋爱很好
3）浪费我的爱
4）不想在为一个不值得我去付出的人付出
5）我喜欢单身
6）我爱自由
7）不太喜欢被人管得太紧
8）没时间
9）压力
还有很多啦~不懂要写什么
呵呵~

我喜欢的类型~
1）诗文不过也要带点坏
2）不会时常讲粗口
3）不抽烟
4）笑容灿烂的/微笑的时候也很可爱或迷人~XD
5）不爱打架
6）不多管闲事
7）会照顾人
8）不计较
9）谈得来
10）玩得很开的

接下来不懂还有什么><

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我最讨厌那些男生花心==
或喜新厌旧~
看外表选人的那种==
也讨厌忽冷忽热的男生
其实一切都是靠感觉的啦~
哈哈~
我需要的不是富有~不是你的智慧~
我不需要一个有钱的伴侣~
因为心和幸福~钱是买不到的~
我只要一个~会照顾~会关心~会包容~会体谅~的
不会太爱吃醋~不过我自己很爱吃醋==

如果我不喜欢你~
你就别再粘过来~
我不喜欢就是不喜欢~
没得该了~

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最近觉得男生的心真难猜~==
不管是怎样的男生都很难知道他们在想什么~

本人是写爽的~不要误会我想谈恋爱什么的
我还不想~
因为~爱~会让人崩溃~