U Make Me Crazy =C

we din chat together
have been so long time...
when reopen skul until nw...
we have nt officially talked....
i just remember last year...
we have talk so much no matter we in skul or on9?
mayb..=S
really miss it badly...
unfortunately...u wont noe it...
coz nobody will let u noe tat....
im feel jealous when u talk to them=(
although they are my best fren...
bt still...feel jealous of it...
when i saw u play or talk wif them so happily...
am i crazy??
yea! i admit it....hehe==
im selfish! i noe...
smtime u will treat me like transparent...
feel sad when u walk by n din even say 'harlo' or talk wif me...
HELP LA!! im crazy soon ...ohh god!

are u in love with another girl?
so u treat me like tat ='(
or u feel i hurt u be4??
confuse-ing!
i still dunno why u can attract me so easily==
aiyorrrrr>when alot of boy in a group playing or chatting...
i juz can saw u...
only you can stay in my eyes
stay in my mind....=S...
seriously....

But~ Can i just forget you?
i have try n try n try to make myself to forget you...
bt then....its still nt work...
mayb...im gonna giv up...
i cant keep stay in tis mood n very day keep thinking of stupid stuff...!
its nt worth to do tat...
1 month!....enough? mayb yes...or no...
i dunno...im still confuse whether i wan to giv up? or dun wan...
gt fren say dun give up....'mayb he gt the same feeling wif you'...
or ~~ 'mayb he juz hide it'...=S
aiya! dunno la..its impossible for nw...
i think i should giv up!!...
no matter wat...
i dun wanna hurt myself more into deep n more deep like last time
coz im too stupid....
so...giv up is better...mayb its a gud choice for me...
then~ i just wan to say

I LOVE YOU DARLING <3
truely~deeply loving you for long time...
just dun wan let you noe...

kay~im gonna slp nw...its already late ! 1.25am...n i still on9==
i stil gt skul tmr...so sleepy...bt suddely feel wan to spit all my feeling out..
i dream of you recently...XDXD
haha...see~crazy again...bt seriously~
i dream about u yesterd...
is it sot??
k la...
gud nite...swt dream...