=((((((( !!!! i hate today

rain in the morning today...
feel so sleepy becoz i slp late last night...
when reach skul...
its still raining...n theres no perhimpunan...wohoo
but...im still tired...im standing there juz a while with my sis...
then my shoulder n backbone already pain==
why?????????
time to go back class...
walk n walk n walk...
n smone noisy like hell!!!
talk talk talk...dun wanna say out who is tat
== almost reach class...
u come up by another stair...
sooo.....(dunno hw to say)
i look at u awhile then looking back to infront...
coz no mood to say 'harloo' or smile...
dunno why...
mayb is my shoulder too pain or im too tired...
walk oso cacat==
then.........
u walk beside me n say me sombong!!
WTF!!! T___T
yala yala~i sombong la...
still nvm==
after u go in class...
stil gt another fucker come n say me bla bla bla
coz im too short to stand beside u...
feel like slap her although we are same gang!

after tat...go back to class
keep scold bad word today...
i din scold bad word for long time...
dunno y...just feel like wan scold ppl !!
haih...

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got friend said im chg...
yar~ i feel i gt chg too...
become more bad
smtime u all think im a gud girl or kind bla bla
actually~im nt! coz u all still truely noe me...
can say tat~ NO ONE TRUELY NOE ME
INCLUDING MY BEST FREN
all u noe is juz my external...
nt my real heart...
im nt tat gud like u all saying smtime...
i will proposely harm u anytime n i have i selfish heart...
soo...see truely wat kind of person am i only comfirm tat im gud or nt gud...
last!
i will think whether i have to giv up or nt...
coz i really decide to giv up...